A Creative Drought
So this is something that I’ve been struggling with lately after about six different video ideas failed miserably. Welcome, to this post which is going to be soaked in self-pity, first world problems, plenty of self-reflection and looking down on myself. Now doesn’t that sound thrilling and exciting to read? No? Oh well, good thing this is my blog and you’re able to just click off, I’ve actually gotta sit here writing it…
Creative droughts are something that I’m certain every artist or creator goes through at some point. For me, it’s almost every winter since the chemical reactions in my body brought on by the darkening nights, grey weather and general lack of vitamin D make it very hard to focus on one thing and really get anything done. For example, this is the third day I’ve sat down to just write something here.
Right, that last paragraph reminded me to take a vitamin tablet which I have now done and am now back to actually start talking about having a creative drought. The main goal with this post is to essentially debate myself with the hope that it’ll get me making content again and though that help you potentially if you’re struggling to get through the obstacles your own mind creates. If you wanna get fully into my mind while reading, put some Protest The Hero on since that’s what I’m currently listening to!
Okay, so what is a creative drought and how can we best tackle it in order to become the opposite, creative abundance shall we say? Not sure if that means anything remotely to do with what I intend for it to mean but that does not matter! We are here to get out a creative rut.
The first thing I’m going to do is look back to the last time I felt creative and see if we recreate the steps that I took to get into that frame of mind beforehand. However, the issue I can see with this is that I can’t actually remember a time I was purposefully creative. Which sounds incredibly weird when I look at my video count on YouTube which is in the hundreds now. I must have been creative at some point in order to make all of that, you’d hope at least…
This is all leading me to believe that I’m either a zombie (or walker) that makes stuff without realising it or I’m being too hard on myself for going through natural ups and downs. I choose to believe the zombie one personally. So where does that leave this post? Well, I’ve basically not really said anything throughout this entire thing so let amend that with a damn good outro.
If you are experiencing this sort of thing then I’d advise you to take a step back from the frustration, maybe write a blog post because I feel I could land on the moon now and think about everything involved with what’s causing the particular rut that you’re in. The one thing I’d say to remember is that sometimes the best stuff comes out of complete spontaneity which unfortunately can’t be bottled up and recreated.
So here comes the end of the post. I hope you at least enjoyed this in some way and hope to see you soon. Go subscribe to my channel and have a great whatever time of day it is for you!
Matty Green ❤
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